Monday, June 10, 2013

Day One

Short of breaking a bottle of champagne on the side I am prepared to begin, full speed ahead. I didn't particularly complete one of my goals today but I kept them in the back of my mind (which is something?)

I actually completely went against one of my Books & Education goals by buying three books  four if you can't the one I got for James. I went to Ukazoo on a trip with my mom and couldn't help myself. I needed those three Gabriel Garcia Marquez titles, don't you understand?

I also received word that my acceptance into the SPPA program at college is on it's way to me, so I can place that one in italics as soon as I get my letter in my paws. Why wait until the letter arrives and not do it today? I honestly cannot say, i just prefer it that way.

But the important things is that as I went through my day I thought about these things and wondered if there was something I should do to enrich the list or myself. And I need that kind of thinking or else I get lost in a sea of anxiety. If I had a crest the motto would be "If I'm not worried, I'm dead" which is laugh and all but probably a really good way to have an embolism by forty. I don't want to spend the entirety of my life worried about little stuff. I want to worry about making myself happy and fulfilled  does that make sense to anyone else?

I'm still determine what my Fitness Goals for Day 350 & Day 700 are going to be; I don't want to be unrealistic and find myself publicly shamed and discover too late that I was both unsound and unsafe. I may or may not reveal when I determine them, some things are just "for me."

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